neglection

have you ever in the situation wherein you thought everything is okay between you and someone where only in the flick of the seconds, you felt neglected and seems detaching himself from you? then you start wondering why? what happened of the spark between you two? why suddenly he’s acting like he doesn’t even care at all? then out of the blue he would come and pretend that everything’s ok. And you being hurt by what he did earlier,overactingly you would make him feel he’s nothing to you too. Make him believe that it is okay if he left and be gone forever. As if he’d never existed. 

You thought that would be the end of it. The end of the story where you will never get the answers or understand why he neglected you. And you won’t even bother to know at all. But a text came and it says ” it’s hard to care for a person when you know that one more step forward will make you fall in love, and one more step back ruins your friendship”  and your name was not even on it. By that message alone, you have the answers if you’re not stupid. may he intentionally sent it to you or not. that would works both ways. its for you then to do something about it by replying “life holds no promises to what will come our way. It makes no guarantee as to what we will have. It just gives us time to make choices and to take chances because there’s no such thing as constant”  with no identification of his name too. 

That’s how complicated life is…how ironic….how disappointing…how frustating…how lovely to feel alive by feeling the power of it.

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a day after i found out that the real reasons: my number was deleted in his phone. he came that day to asks my number again. hahaha…crazy, overreaacting, shame on me!

maturity

~ Age is no guarantee of maturity ~ Lawana Blackwell

i met someone younger than i am but his maturity is beyond his age. it has been a long long time i’ve got to talk to someone as engrossedly with any topic under the sun and missed what time it was.  as if i’m enjoying each seconds with him. oh boy, this is crazy! how i wished i am as smart as he is…as young as he is and maybe….just maybe….

L. O. V. E.

L-O+V-E.

So what does it means. How would the new people responds to this question? How would they see and describe in their own generation?

Surfing the net for the topic of Marriage Expiration so I can share my thoughts to my friend, Robert, who asked me few hours ago if I agree with the idea of it or not. I told him I have to read it first so I will know the grounds and where would I stand. While searching for the said article, I got stumble upon this about Love. An article of a proud mom who have a son rapped beautifully about the four little word but a huge impact to all of us. Here’s the link of the article, http://globalnation.inquirer.net/columns/columns/view/20091230-244751/Love-is-the-next-truth. 

Love is the next truth
By Daniel Rodis

Prone to a lonely outlook
My seeking fingers would lose hope
In the cold of uncertainty
And that’s partially because I’d lost hold of a certain she
And it burned deep.
But luckily, tucked deep in the fold of what was hurting me
I found gold and it’s working, see
The unconscious chatter of society
Although marred by an overhyped notoriety
Is making the real, real quietly.
And though truly it might lie to me
The rising word is these five to be:
Love is the next truth.
And I am calm.
Faith in the inevitable beauty of the future is a place,
And I love through you.
True, she was a catch,
But the real catch is
That we are all catches
So it doesn’t matter who matches,
Because we are all patches
For each other’s imperfections.
And through our personal affections, and gravity
We’ll align and happily
We’ll combine for this simplest of lines…
Love is the next truth.
And let it be
Let it be meaning, submitting to our dreaming
And start being the living word.
Giving birth to word is born
And giving earth to a new world dawn
In a circle
And in our cycle, sometimes you gotta lose your first to get a real tooth
As if sadness must crack the embryonic youth
To open up
For universal love:
The next truth.

There’s a video too.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iQAMrdTGhXU&feature=player_embedded#watch-main-area

loveletter for everyone

WIth the advent of high technology, almost everyone now sends their mails or messages electronically. Though snail mail is still in the corner but most would prefer email or instant messanges because it is more convenient, faster and saves time. But what if someone would write you a letter literally, a loveletter, for instance. Would it make you smile? wouldn’t it be touching especially if it would be given by a stranger just to lighten your day for fun. Just what Zoomdoggle did last year. Truly amazing! They even sent to those who’ve registered to their site. Hmmmmnnnnnnn….i would like to try it someday.

If you are interested to know what and how they did it. Just go and click HERE.

christmas stuffs

I can smell the christmas in the air in the month of October, 68 days to be exact then it will be christmas day. With nothing in particular, i got stumble upon this Snow-Globe soap from Brenda Ponnay which is great to give to kids this christmas or do it with them to make it more fun. Here’s the final output. 

 
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